jeez how many more times can i get yelled at?!?!?!...i haven't done anything and my mom just keeps yelling at me...i don't understand it:(...I'm tired of this!! now I'm starting to get an attitude...i didn't have one before but one is starting to appear...my mom says i need to stop myself before i drive myself down the wrong road...I'm not even doing anything though!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i just need to escape this and do something to take my mind off of it but i don't know what that would be! well hopefully I'll find something to do...i was going to get a pedicure but i don't know if that will happen now..it was something that i was actually looking forward to...I'm going to try to fix my "attitude" but how do you fix something that isn't broken! I'll find a way i guess...well until next time!! toodles!
why the heck do we have to go to school...i mean like we go to school for most of our life and it never gets any better. i don't understand it! we should go to school from 1-5 and then be done. this will give us the basic knowledge that we need!! no one likes school and i don't know why we endure it. what if 2012 actually happened. i would have spent all of my life in school. i wouldn't have had the opportunity to go out into the world and just explore...i look forward to doing that. the worst part about school is if you don't enjoy it. I HATE SCHOOL!!!! my teachers are horrible and they don't teach us anything. i have a math teacher who despises me for noooooooo reason at all! she treats me unfairly compared to everyone else and i hate it.i dread going to her class everyday and it ruins everything when i have to see her...one of my favorite classes is math and she just ruins that...i don't strive to learn anymore and i just hate it.. she wont answer my questions or anything...she talks about me when I'm not there to the other students...THAT'S BULLYING!!! i just cant stand it...i cant wait till i actually have teachers i enjoy..well talk to you later!!! byeeeeeeeeeeee!
okay so now my mom has yelled at me even more! so like i didn't clean my room on my birthday...BIG DEAL!! get over it!! i don't plan on doing anything but what i want on my birthday. this was originally what my mom said was going to happen until she made all of it go downhill...this is the only way i can express what I'm feeling. i don't have my phone so i cant talk to anyone about it!! i just don't know what to do..she says that i have a major attitude but if she could see the way SHE was acting then she would understand why I'm acting the way i am...she just wont take the time to look at this from my point if view...she says i have a safe environment to come talk to her with no judgement but obviously that isn't happening or i wouldn't be in this position right now. i probably sound like a brat right now by saying that I'm not going to do anything on my birthday but i mean isn't that what your supposed to do on b-days?!?! not do anything but the stuff that YOU want to do!...i guess that's not going to happen for me:(...oh yea and also I'm grounded from my phone till my attitude improves...WHAT ATTITUDE!!! ughhhhhhhhhhh my mother is really getting in my nerves right now...no shes not getting on my nerves..SHES RIPPING MY NERVES INTO TINY LITTLE PIECES!! she has never ruined a b-day of mine in the past but she for sure has now...i honestly didn't even do anything so why is she overreacting!! it makes absolutely NO sense and i hate it...well i might want to go clean my room now so i don't get into anymore pointless trouble so bye for now!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY TO LYDIA!!!...MORE LIKE DREADFUL BIRTHDAY!!! so today was my birthday. everything was going well until.......i got a simple text from a "friend". she was apologizing to me for allllllllllll this stuff she had done. i didn't wanna hear it! she does this all the time to me and i was tired of it. my mom knows about this girl and doesn't like her very much(neither do i). well i tell my mom EVERYTHING so normally i didn't hesitate to tell my mom about this! well what a mistake! my mom got SO mad at me for responding to her but seriously like why wouldn't i have?! so then my mom took my phone away..ON MY BIRTHDAY!!! who does that?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! well obviously MY mom does! so anyways then my mom and i got into a HUGE over nothing really. so now i have to clean my room and all this pointless stuff. how much worse could you get!!
